My first Blog Award !!

My first Blog award !! Yay!!

You may think am fussing like i have won an oscar? then you are DAMN right =))

I would like to say that, I want to thank my parents, teachers, friends online included:) , colleagues, BOss, and every single person who have directly or indirectly helped me in getting this award :)) LOL!!

Tons of thanks and kisses to Annie ! I have no clue why you gave it to me though :P

What need i say abt My Guardian Angel??? Ur the bestest!!! she in someone who shoots from the mouth, words coming straight from the heart!!! :)

And thanks you apurva for my kinda second award too. Man am i Happy or what hehe!!

I want to dedicate this award to

Nabila - This girl can give anyone a complex when she starts to pen down her poems . You can find it out yourself click here

Ashrita - This girl started blogging very recently and am so confused, why the hell couldn't she have started way back. You are too good. Keep going! Click here to explore!

Anu - My best mate, and an amazing writer when the mood strikes her. She expresses herself very well. Knowing her a lot better , i know how brutally honest her poems/ posts are. A word of caution is advised before entering this highly sensible blog by clicking here

Apurva aka Crazy freak - The little one, who is so chwwet. Dont know much about her, but I like the way she writes and cares for everyone. Your guy is one Lucky DUDE :) Click here, you know you want to ;-)

Gargi - This is a surprise package. She writes so well and about so many issues. I love the way you present your thoughts. Must read CLick here ASAP!

Annie - I give it back to her also, cos she is also one of the most amazing bloggers i have seen so far. and a doubly amazing person with a charming personality! Click here for a good read!

Emotions Turbulence !!

Recently I have been experiencing a turbulence of emotions at frequent intervals. That explains the outrageous number of poems I have been writing. Today i took a break from poetry which are always related to any human emotion like Hate, sadness, happiness etc etc and for the first time wrote about a Place I love.


As I see you, Oh! Mighty one,
I realize with a longing,
in an amateur poetess's heart,
Words can only do Injustice!

I bow down to your esteemed presence,
as the sense of tranquility prevails
capturing me into a trance.

Your tides are so fierce ,
Yet when you hit the shores,
there is a humbleness in your sacrifice
for the selfish mortal's pleasure.

As i see you moving
back and forth with every bounce..
I see your sacrifice
reading joy even in the faces
of the most arrogant sapiens !

As the silent observer in me,
hunts the faces of all ages..

I see the children scattered around,
Unafraid and Shrieking
in the highest of decibels
entering to discover,
the Vastness in you!

The lovebirds seem undisturbed,
In every nook and corner
chirping within themselves
in the lowest of decibels!
enjoying the bonding in solitude
letting the eyes do all talking
and seeking heavenly comfort
in the lovers arms, I realize
words fade near the mighty you!

I can also see a few of the
withered ones,
not by grace,
not by heart,
not in the least by charm,
But by the sheer age!
I can see their eyes twinkling
as they enjoy the breeze!


And last but not the least
I see a few unlikely souls
like me inhaling the serenity
which you are ever ready to give.

Come what may!
You are a source of
unadulterated pleasure!
whose generosity
is over showered
on every passer by!

Now as the boats move further away,
towards the unknown horizon,
I begin to wet my feet
just for the sheer endurance,
of the soft kisses
you bestow upon me..
I can see you smiling,
I can see you mocking,

Oh! Mighty OCEAN ,
You are forever a mystery!

I am on a roll or what :-P

Hey guys, I am on a roll with this so called poetry phase LOL. I guess my poetry is somewhat closer to the real meaning of Poetry by now :-D. I know I self proclaim my writing as poetry but that's not why I am posting this.

So the other day I was talking to a friend in Yahoo and he said "BRB 10 mins." . .....As everyone knows an ideal mind is a devils workshop, my ideal mind became a Poets workshop LOL. by the time, he came back , i penned this. And like all my poems, this is also not edited . Straight from the heart. :)

And yeah! I am crazy, impulsive and all crappy hehe.

Again a Dedication to one of my Friends AKA advance Birthday Gift hehe


Did I ever stop to tell you?
How good you make me feel?
How happy you make me?
Its about time honey!!

I never dreamed of befriending
A soul I barely knew
When I was amidst Self destruction
Breaking away from myself!

Your Flirting caused me to smile and
Avoid the turmoil shattering me
Your friendliness gave me a new hope
To explore the horizons never dreamt

Think what you may of me
But trust is what I have in you
Your words are soothing
Your actions are comforting
I rose up to the challenge
When I found a hand to hold on!

It was you my dearest,
Who brought me to the shores,
When I was waddling neck deep
In the hues of Blues!!

I found a friend in you
I found happiness in thy heart
I may not have reciprocated
The love you have shared
But when the clock strikes Panic
I shall float to your support
Lean on me sweetheart
There is nothing to fret
Lets sail on together in bliss!
Amidst the mighty hues of blues!!

A simple budday wish from my heart to yours!!

A brother so dear
Is hard to find!
Amidst chaos and strangers
I found a soul so naïve
Hard to resist
Harder to Understand

We found each other by fate
We became closer by choice
And here we are
Siblings for eternity!
We may not be bonded by Blood,
But we share a bond deeper
Misunderstood by aplenty
Misjudged by a few
And envied by many!

You have been a constant pool of strength
Actively involved
In the roller coaster
I call my LIFE!
You are bound to fret
When you see my lows!
You fear not for thy
As your presence gives me strength
To make up for all I have lost

Times spent with you
Are cherished forever
You brought back
The tide of happiness
In my ever lonely sad life
The naggings, the dumbness
Every single thing is worth remembrance!

You are my punching bag
When am frustrated!
You are my security blanket
When am scared
You are my best friend
When all I want is to get high
You are my brother
To protect me as I get higher
You are my everything
When I have nothing!

Your Generosity of Love;
Showered upon me is mighty high
Pure and unadulterated
Yet the appreciation is null!

I aint Grateful
I aint thankful
I praise the almighty
For bridging into my life
Such a wonderful soul!

Words don’t show my love
My actions are far contrary
Believe me now
On this beautiful day
An amazing person was born
Who I can never cease to Love
On this day
Here is my token of love
For being the ray of hope
For being my cute little brother
With all my heart I praise you
And wish you a very happy birthday
And blessing of more to come!

Rainbow !!

Why an Rainbow eh ? Might be one of the questions your mind must be thinking, when you are reading this. Welll...I realized two things, a couple of weeks back,
1) I have a blog for like almost three years , but did I ever think about WRITING , when it was and is one of my passions? Why did I waste so much time, when I could have written so much and by now I would have become an Average Blogger (Not being modest, I know how I write . and yeah I am a self critic, but just to make me better :P)
2) Most of my posts are SAD. I don't mean to say writing about sad things is bad. But Why not something Vibrant and cheerful? Can I not make such stuff?? I know I sure as hell can, that too when I have another BLOG devoted just for my cribbing LOL. I sure can make this a Happier one right.

And now coming back to the question in your mind, which I haven't answered so far :P, I am writing about Rainbows to Answer both my above said Questions.

If you have been closely following my blogs, Maybe you missed this , I am suddenly tagging all my posts :P ...yes this was to Inspire me to write more and more. Still not clear enough right?

Well I had told myself two months back, that I will motivate myself to write more and in the end I will declare it also in the blog to inspire me more :P. So the first Theme / Topic I could come up with was RAINBOW !!

The colors in the blog are labels to my posts though not completely appropriate , I just tried to infuse it into my blog somehow to make me motivated LOL !!

The colors are as follows ...

VIBGYOR

V - Violet - Goody Bye HOUSE !!

I - Indigo - Valentines day :: 2009!!

B - Blue - Feeling Blue...

G - Green - A small token of Love for my Best friend who is getting married!

Y - Yellow - Happy Women's day ! :)


O - Orange - Men - You cannot live with them, You cannot live without them!

R - Red - Blood is thicker than water?

Grey - shattered :'(


Yeah so the Colors of the Rainbow, can make anyone from SIX to SIXTY smile and be happy. SO this post of mine which is co incidentally on HOLI the festival of colors is a dedication to how beautiful life Really is! I know i added the Grey color to show that life may not always be all cheerful and bright , but one Grey cloud does not make you not to want to see and experience the RAINBOW right?

I want each one of you reading my blog to realize how beautiful your life is , and if at all its a lil gloomy with the Grey clouds, just let the clouds pass away, because thats when you can really see the rainbow. So try fining the colors of your life nah?? All I wish I can do by this post is make you guys smile at the small pleasures you are thinking of which might have brightened and colored your life one day or the other

So here is it :: Cheers to a beautiful Life ahead and not to forget the topic colorful :P

And yeah happy Holi people !!

And Here is another round of cheers for me being so creative and motivating myself * pats self on d bak :D* and for many more themes and for all the stupid and bright idea to flow out of my head to keep you guys entertained! :)

Happy Women's day ! :)

On this special day dedicated to women, I would first of all like to wish all the amazing women out there a very HAPPY WOMAN'S DAY! :)

I have always liked this picture, And I think this picture is fit to each and every women out there!

...because that is how selfless women are !! :)


PROUD TO BE A WOMAN!!

Men - You cannot live with them, You cannot live without them!

When did I ever feel Good?
I ask myself ALOUD!!
Pat comes the reply,
"When you are near me"

When did I ever feel numb with pain?
I ask myself ALOUD!!
Pat comes the reply,
"When you are near me"

What is that you are doing to me?
What is that you have made me into?
Tomboy is what I have been called,
Not girly, Not manly;
But I Melt at your smiles
and cry a river when you hurt me!

Never felt such a whirlwind of emotions before!
Never felt emotions could last just for minutes,
Never felt happiness can turn into sadness,
Never Vice versa!

You make me laugh aloud
You make me cry deep!
You are my life line,
I ache when you are far away!
I ache to feel your touch,
I ache to hear you talk,
I ache all over!

When did I ever feel Good?
I ask myself ALOUD!!
Pat comes the reply,
"When you are near me"

When did I ever feel numb with pain?
I ask myself ALOUD!!
Pat comes the reply,
"When you are near me"


I have been watching my phone for hours,
for the beep which fills my heart with joy,
Yet you never call!
I am busy in a meeting,
your call blinds me to the obvious!
and makes me run to the loo
clutching my phone
Just to hear you speak!

When did I ever feel Good?
I ask myself ALOUD!!
Pat comes the reply,
"When you are near me"

When did I ever feel numb with pain?
I ask myself ALOUD!!
Pat comes the reply,
"When you are near me"



I am all ready for our date,
Planned what to wear ,
a week before
Planned where to go,
a day before.
Planned what to talk,
an hour ago.
Planned a farewell kiss
a minute back.
I am all blushes
a second back.

As i walk in like a virginal bride,
pink cheeks flushing all the way,
I can see quite a bit of stares,
I see a little more heads turn
But my heart is full of LOve
for the one who should long be here
As seconds turn to minutes,
and minutes turn to hours
My cheeks are flushed yet again
not in the least by shyness
but in the range of anger
Yet again,
I can see quite a bit of stares,
I see a little more heads turn
I stomp off into the roads
carrying my mighty rage
only to see you hurrying in
My heart wavers
Why cant I just Hate you
Why do i Have to love you even more
Seeing your Sorry Face?

When did I ever feel Good?
I ask myself ALOUD!!
Pat comes the reply,
"When you are near me"

When did I ever feel numb with pain?
I ask myself ALOUD!!
Pat comes the reply,
"When you are near me"
.....

To be continued ....[:d]