I am very proud of my blog today for hitting an half century finally after 3 years of turmoil LOL ! I have become an active blogger very recently, so I hope I can keep up with the pace of updating it as I did it for the last few months.
Anyway coming to the topic,
Today's topic is nothing but a description of ONE of the best days in my life since a very long time. I don't mean to say I wasn't having fun, but being in pure Bliss and having fun are two totally different things and I was fortunate enough to understand and enjoy it last Sunday. :-)
I went to CENTRAL JAIL (lol) last Sunday, and before you make your assumptions, I will try to enlighten you with my little knowledge about the place. The Chennai Central jail was built during 1850's and today I prefer to call it a Monument. This monument which has sheltered so many criminals and freedom fighters alike is going to be broken down to pieces. So the government has made this open for PUBLIC. finally something good from our government I would say! ;-) and i was intrigued to see the place where so many famous and notorious people have been.
I went with someone special *wink wink* which made it doubly special. ;-)
We spent the entire afternoon going into every cell and i tried to find the bits and pieces of art work left by the prisoners. It is really kinda spooky or weird feeling to be in the place where criminals were and to think how depressed even they were in such a suffocating place. I personally would not recommend it to anyone of you LOL!!
There was an eerie feeling in lot of the cells, as if the person who stayed there had lost their soul and only the body was waiting for the release. I have no clue what they were really thinking, but I could see HATE, LOVE, DEPRESSING graffiti s all over. I managed to click a few with my low pixel camera cell, so I don't promise you a visual treat :-D , but I just wanted to share some of the pictures with you guys. And in this post I would prefer for the pictures to do all the talking rather than me as a significance to my 50th post.This is how depressing I would have got, had i been there :P
Can you see the criss crossed calender of a soul craving for freedom or counting his days?
One of the blocks in the Jail...sends shivers down my spine thinking of the people who stayed there :|
Can you believe, they call this a storage place, and before i forget, its not for the prisoners but for the men in uniform *rolls eyes*
Lord Murugan Graffiti ... Spirituality has no bounds!!
An extension of the Spirituality ...the Holy Cross!!
A graffiti of a enraged woman probably !! 
A graffiti of the famous south Indian hero turned politician MGR !
Weapons!! really???
I wonder how much efforts the prisoner took to make something like this ?!!?
Here comes the Hindu Fanatic again!!
The so called political Wing ! Here the prisons have a lot of privileges comparatively like reading the newspaper or writing * frankly I thought privileges had some other meaning:| *
One of the first Blocks I visited !!
A real cell :: The view from outside!
Oh welcome inside to the doomed world :|
My idea of how depressed one would be in such a cell. Its like am gazing outside craving for the freedom ! 
And yeah I would like to thank that someone special for giving me one of the most wonderful days of my lives. I am happy all thanks to you, so am dedicating my 5oth post to you. Thank you sooooooo much !! *bows* :)
A lonely phase, a lull in my heart,
Broken ties, severed relationships
Betrayal of mortals and immortals alike;
Hardening my shell, constricting me!
Finally a scorch of heat, a spring of joy;
On the hardest terrain; My heart.
A hope of a budding Friendship
Genuine and one in reality!
Makes me confused and ponder,
About the world I revolve around
The safe illusional Virtual bubble!
Can reality peek in? Amidst the coldness?
I let my heart go fonder,
Because of the striking similarities,
the paths we crossed were identical,
The pain of life’s tragedy faced? Miserable!
The sharing to lessen it? Memorable!
Similar thoughts, similar attitudes
From Arrogance to Atheism!
The Mind did not hear the warning bells
The bonding well reciprocated, yells my soul!
Till tragedy struck in a full blow,
Just as the hope swelled,
Turbulence of emotions engulfing me
Distraught, Despair, Betrayal! Yet again?
Unable to react, dumbfounded
Yet the silly heart yearns for the friendship!
As the fear overrides me, I am forced to face the reality,
Pushed into the corner, lonely and lost;
I hear myself shattering, as you see through me
Like we never shared, liked I never exist
The coldness in you, the indifference in you,
Makes my dreadful past surface
With all the pain n misery, eating me alive!
As I gather up myself, to face you yet again
I fear for the coldness, I fear for myself
As fear transforms to anticipation;
And excitement turns to reality,
Sighing at the way Life taunts,
I gather up my wits to face
Yet another cold mundane day
But something entraps my attention
Jerking me to reality, When am far lost in Illusion
The bitter realization of the lost friendship
My body shudders as I Give in my last attempt;
I smile, and I actually see you responding,
O dear god! Am I hallucinating?
The blame game, the anger, the frustration,
Was it really worth the pain?
As we fight, I grin and some more
For gaining the lost! As I ask myself,
Was this melodrama for realization?
Or a brief stint of my Pain dosage for the day?
We are still fighting, blaming and accusing,
My grin is sheepish and I just can’t stop!
Let the awkward pauses fade,
Lets act as if nothing went wrong,
Return me to my Safe Reality bubble
And for once its TRUE ,creating
Multitude of happy tides,
Numerous reasons to smile
Pure joy etched in my heart,
I am happy to be alive!
Because of you my dear Friend!
Why an Rainbow eh ? Might be one of the questions your mind must be thinking, when you are reading this. Welll...I realized two things, a couple of weeks back,
1) I have a blog for like almost three years , but did I ever think about WRITING , when it was and is one of my passions? Why did I waste so much time, when I could have written so much and by now I would have become an Average Blogger (Not being modest, I know how I write . and yeah I am a self critic, but just to make me better :P)
2) Most of my posts are SAD. I don't mean to say writing about sad things is bad. But Why not something Vibrant and cheerful? Can I not make such stuff?? I know I sure as hell can, that too when I have another BLOG devoted just for my cribbing LOL. I sure can make this a Happier one right.
And now coming back to the question in your mind, which I haven't answered so far :P, I am writing about Rainbows to Answer both my above said Questions.
If you have been closely following my blogs, Maybe you missed this , I am suddenly tagging all my posts :P ...yes this was to Inspire me to write more and more. Still not clear enough right?
Well I had told myself two months back, that I will motivate myself to write more and in the end I will declare it also in the blog to inspire me more :P. So the first Theme / Topic I could come up with was RAINBOW !!
The colors in the blog are labels to my posts though not completely appropriate , I just tried to infuse it into my blog somehow to make me motivated LOL !!
The colors are as follows ...
VIBGYOR
V - Violet - Goody Bye HOUSE !!
I - Indigo - Valentines day :: 2009!!
B - Blue - Feeling Blue...
G - Green - A small token of Love for my Best friend who is getting married!
Y - Yellow - Happy Women's day ! :)
O - Orange - Men - You cannot live with them, You cannot live without them!
R - Red - Blood is thicker than water?
Grey - shattered :'(
Yeah so the Colors of the Rainbow, can make anyone from SIX to SIXTY smile and be happy. SO this post of mine which is co incidentally on HOLI the festival of colors is a dedication to how beautiful life Really is! I know i added the Grey color to show that life may not always be all cheerful and bright , but one Grey cloud does not make you not to want to see and experience the RAINBOW right?
I want each one of you reading my blog to realize how beautiful your life is , and if at all its a lil gloomy with the Grey clouds, just let the clouds pass away, because thats when you can really see the rainbow. So try fining the colors of your life nah?? All I wish I can do by this post is make you guys smile at the small pleasures you are thinking of which might have brightened and colored your life one day or the other
So here is it :: Cheers to a beautiful Life ahead and not to forget the topic colorful :P
And yeah happy Holi people !!
And Here is another round of cheers for me being so creative and motivating myself * pats self on d bak :D* and for many more themes and for all the stupid and bright idea to flow out of my head to keep you guys entertained! :)
